My One And Only我的唯一

my one and only
to: javier ~ from: aura
dear javier,
i can still remember our first time together, the way you kissed me, the way your hands caressed my body, the way you looked at me. it's truly amazing the way you completely changed my life around.
just when i thought my life was never going to change, you came along and showed me a whole new world. a world filled with love, a world filled with respect, a world filled trust and then one day you took all that away from me and left me lost and alone. so, how can you now ask for all those things in return? love is not a game.
it's true i love you but i don't trust you and i'm not sure i ever will, but i'm willing to try because my love is so completely true and i really do love you. so please try to understand me on those days that get so hard on us and things don't always go our way. don't forget i was never untrue to you so don't punish me for crimes that i never committed, 'cause when you do that, it makes me feel really suffocated and it makes me push you away ... yo siempre te amare con toda mi alma.
love always,
aura